EAGER BEAVER.

Well I've been a bit lame lately and haven't updated for a little while so I'll update you with the latest events. So if you didn't know already they've delayed my chemo three weeks due to my counts not being high enough. Also because my counts aren't coming up very quickly, I'm having a bone marrow tomorrow to check that everything is normal and that the cancer hasn't come back and causing my counts to drop. I'm a bit scared and I have a thousand things flying around my head but I'm keeping a positive attitude!

It also sucks because I'm really eager to get this chemo started as I'm so close to finishing this last course. Also means I'm going to miss my trip away with the boys in cornwall because I wont be fit enough in time after the chemo if this last course carries on. So I'm a bit gutted about that but never mind there gonna come and stay for a week in the summer so thats something to look forward to it.

Last couple of days I've been chilling and also started working on my project and fixing up an old bmx which was a project I started before I got ill and its looking pretty good. I know nothing about bmxs but it was a little project for me to keep busy. Its not finished yet but what do you guys think of it? Thats what the top video blog is about and you can see what I've been working on.

I also went and bought a skateboard! Should be arriving in the next couple of days, I didn’t spend to much but it looks like a good kit. The reason for my impulse buy is I was watching a youtube video on the channel http://www.youtube.com/user/phamdamily. Which is a family which vlogs daily and they went out to buy a birthday present for his wife, and she chooses a skateboard as she wanted to learn and if a mum of three can do it so can I! Its really inspired me to be more adventurous and do all the things that I wanna do. One of them is learning to skateboard and hopefully the goal is to at least be able to cruise around.

Anyways gonna go sleep, night guys!

Take care and keep smiling! 

:)

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