Zzzz...

Well I can't sleep! Doh! I shouldn't of had that three hour nap earlier. So anyways yesterday wasn't exactly the news I was hoping to get from the hospital. My results had come back but were showing a less then 1%  of cells that look like cancer cells, but they still can't tell after two bone marrow tests. On the cells are these markers which appear on cancer cells but also normal cells. So because they don't know exact what is appearing in my results they are discussing wether or not I should have a transplant instead of carrying on with maintanance. I was a bit gutted after of a year of treatment and I was starting to get my life back but now this has popped up its a slight set back. But I've gotta stay positive as its not 100% that I've gotta have a transplant but its one of the options. So I've got three weeks to see what the doctors come up with they said that they need to contact a few specialists around the world and get there opinions. So I'll keep you all updated in the next couple of weeks with whats happening. So I'm gonna try make the most of the next few weeks so Amsterdam here I come! One week to go! Off to sleep nighty night! :) x