Hey guys just a quick video blog update would of got it up yesterday but I got a bit tired after editing the footage so I'm putting it up now. I had an injection in the bum which was a little stingy but nothing to complain about. I didn't mind the nurse either she's always really nice and it wasn't to painful so were still friends. Currently on steroids which make my cheeks go red and my sugar levels go up, so I'm being good at the moment and trying not to eat any chocolate or sugary drinks. Which I find quite hard being addicted to coke. I've also got a malteaser bunny staring at me on my desk but I'm being extra good and not giving in but this is only in till Sunday, so Monday I'll be overdosing on anything sugary and that bunny will be mine!
Sarah is coming over later so I'm planning to cook us a meal a pepperoni pasta dish will be my third new recipe. Three weeks running haven't had any fails yet! I went into my work today to get the ingredients and spent ages chatting to my work mates which was nice. I bought mum a few mothers days presents but shh! Just in case I can't get out in the next few weeks to get her anything so I'm preparing for it now. I'm feeling good at moment and waiting for this chemo to do its nasty job but no doubt it will kick in soon but in till then I'm going to enjoy this little bit of energy I have. This sun is lovely and I should be spending way more time in it so that's what I'm gonna do peoples ENJOY!
Take care and keep smiling!
:)
x x x
Katie
Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts
Friday, 25 March 2011
Sunday, 13 March 2011
NOOB.
So I went out last night with a few girls from work and it was really nice, I hadn't been out in a few weeks and it was great just to be in the pub atmosphere. I only had two cokes but I really enjoyed sitting in the pub having a catch up and giggle if only for a few hours. Though I gotta say a few mojito's or gin and lemonades would of been nice but I'm happy enough just sitting there chatting away.
A topic that keeps coming up when ever I see an old work colleague is when am I coming back to work and I'm not really sure, I say 2-3 months being that my treatment should end in 2 months but then remission which then becomes monthly check ups and occasional dose of chemo. To be honest I don't really know when I'm suppose to go back to work, my Clic Sargent was saying I have to come see her first and she will let me know if I'm ready or not.
I had this weird dream last night that an old school friend who I haven't seen since school (seven years ago) had said something about me not working or challenged me and I went on a rant about how they knew nothing about what Id gone through, example- treatment, lose of friends, fear and the rest. I totally took her down a peg and was pretty proud of my dream self. It was only a dream but I'm not sure how the real self would deal in that situation, I guess I might come across some small minded person with a problem with me but I'll be ready for them!
I keep having these dreams that I'm at work and I'm not in the right department and I'm not doing the correct job I think in my subconscious I'm really worried. These dreams seem to get me thinking "what department will they put me on? what if i can't do it? how many hours will i do? will the new kids pick on me?" you know all them general things. It feels like first day jitters and I'm the new kid again though I've worked there over 5 years.
I'm actually looking forward to going back to work I know I thought I'd never say that but I miss the people I work with, Well only some. I miss the banter and silly jokes the little things that count really you don't realise till its gone what you miss, but thats a whole different blog right there. Also wanna get more active and build myself up and hopefully work will help with that. No doubt I'll be back down the isle singing away and causing trouble in no time and complaining that I'm bored and want to go home. But we will see I don't want to rush back and make myself worse, I have a very different out look on life since this hole experience and I'm going to not let things like work trouble me, life is to short.
Well guys I'm off to play some PS3 and wait for Matty to come over, I'm gonna do some video blogging today so should be something for you to watch in the next couple of days. Also invested in a new camera but it wont come for a few more days its especially for vlogging so the footage should be nicer and better quality, the things i do for you guys. :)
Take care and keep smiling!
:)
x x x
Ps. My heart goes out to Japan right now, what a disaster. I wish I had the strength to help, It's really hard for me to watch the images on the news but doesn't mean I don't care. I want to donate and give as much as I can, Its just so sad. My thoughts are with you Japan keep strong and stay safe. x x x x x x
A topic that keeps coming up when ever I see an old work colleague is when am I coming back to work and I'm not really sure, I say 2-3 months being that my treatment should end in 2 months but then remission which then becomes monthly check ups and occasional dose of chemo. To be honest I don't really know when I'm suppose to go back to work, my Clic Sargent was saying I have to come see her first and she will let me know if I'm ready or not.
I had this weird dream last night that an old school friend who I haven't seen since school (seven years ago) had said something about me not working or challenged me and I went on a rant about how they knew nothing about what Id gone through, example- treatment, lose of friends, fear and the rest. I totally took her down a peg and was pretty proud of my dream self. It was only a dream but I'm not sure how the real self would deal in that situation, I guess I might come across some small minded person with a problem with me but I'll be ready for them!
I keep having these dreams that I'm at work and I'm not in the right department and I'm not doing the correct job I think in my subconscious I'm really worried. These dreams seem to get me thinking "what department will they put me on? what if i can't do it? how many hours will i do? will the new kids pick on me?" you know all them general things. It feels like first day jitters and I'm the new kid again though I've worked there over 5 years.
I'm actually looking forward to going back to work I know I thought I'd never say that but I miss the people I work with, Well only some. I miss the banter and silly jokes the little things that count really you don't realise till its gone what you miss, but thats a whole different blog right there. Also wanna get more active and build myself up and hopefully work will help with that. No doubt I'll be back down the isle singing away and causing trouble in no time and complaining that I'm bored and want to go home. But we will see I don't want to rush back and make myself worse, I have a very different out look on life since this hole experience and I'm going to not let things like work trouble me, life is to short.
Well guys I'm off to play some PS3 and wait for Matty to come over, I'm gonna do some video blogging today so should be something for you to watch in the next couple of days. Also invested in a new camera but it wont come for a few more days its especially for vlogging so the footage should be nicer and better quality, the things i do for you guys. :)
Take care and keep smiling!
:)
x x x
Ps. My heart goes out to Japan right now, what a disaster. I wish I had the strength to help, It's really hard for me to watch the images on the news but doesn't mean I don't care. I want to donate and give as much as I can, Its just so sad. My thoughts are with you Japan keep strong and stay safe. x x x x x x
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